So, my counselor insists that I keep a log of all pregnancy anxiety attacks. So far, so good. Thanks to the pregnancy hormone itself, I think I'm feeling more relaxed anyway.
After telling me that, though, she looked at me sideways and said, "Why don't you keep track of your happy pregnancy thoughts too...? I want you to focus on at least one a day. Write it down. Enjoy that moment."
But it's so much easier to wallow in self-pity and worry about the baby...! So, this is my compromise. I will blog about it. At least 1 happy pregnancy thought per day.
I'll also try to post updates about the last 13 weeks. That's how far along I am.
One *happy* thing about this pregnancy so far is that, no matter how much I worry, I still dream about holding you. I can actually feel the shape of you in my arms. That must be a good sign.
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